Montag, 12. Dezember 2011

I remember



I can't wait 'til the morning,
wouldn't wanna change a thing
People moving all the time inside a perfect straight line
Don't you wanna curve away?
it's such a perfect day...


...Now the sky could be blue, I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time
Could be blue, I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time
The sky could be blue, could be grey

Without you I just slide away
The sky could be blue, I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time



Dienstag, 29. November 2011

rain

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some MORPHINE at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore
There’s no religion that could save me

No matter how long my knees are on the FLOOR
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the doo




'Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
If I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little boy
Walkin’ with that troublesome girl


But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
well darling watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine







Sonntag, 20. November 2011

Disappear

...

I look in my CRYSTAL BALL
and see
- nothing -
I quietly wish I had it all
or at least
- something -




If I had a FRESH START
I'd probably fail

So I drink my coffee
and open the mail



I hope the cruel words in your letter
are baptised by my TEARS



I would try to make it ALL BETTER
But it would take years
Cause while I've been feeding your ego
Mine's been wearing thin

I'd get lost ANYWHERE
As long as I'm found
I could be anyone in any town
Why is there no one to help me
Find my way through?
Cause if there was SOMEONE TO HELP ME
Maybe I could help you

Seems everyone's already started
While I don't know where to begin


Lines ever more UNCLEAR
Not sure I'm even here
The more I look the more I think that I'm
Starting to disappear
I don't know where I am
And I don't really care

I look myself in the eye,
There's no one there
I fall upon the earth
I call upon the air
But all I get is the same old vacant stare.




...

Dienstag, 1. November 2011

Shut your mouth and hold your breath

I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable
I'm a slow dying flower
I'm the frost killing hour
Sweet turning sour and untouchable

I need the darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
I need a lullaby
A kiss good night
Angel sweet love of my life
I need this



Do you remember
the way that you touched me before?
All the trembling sweetness I loved and adored
Your face - saving promises - whispered like prayers
I don't need them

Is it dark enough?
Can you see me?
Do you want me?



Can you reach me?
Or I'm leaving
You better shut your mouth and hold your breath
And kiss me now and catch your breath
I mean this













Montag, 24. Oktober 2011

What if I fell to the floor, couldn't take this anymore? What would you do?

Come break me down
Bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me
All I wanted was you


I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now this is who I really am

You say you wanted more
What if I wanted to break?
What are you waiting for?
Bury me

I'm not running from you


Sonntag, 16. Oktober 2011




All I know is that when someone mentions your name I forget to breathe and when people tell stories about you I try to hide the tears in my eyes.
I wait for the days where I will forget who you are.
When the taste of your name sounds old and worn.
I wait for the days when I wont remember why I needed you so bad.







You.You.You

He was standing so close. Moving closer, closer.
And all I wanted to do was bolt, because he wasn't you.



Some things don't change, my love

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you


 Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light


 I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind
I'll find someone like you


I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday

It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

Never mind
I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."


Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They're memories made
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?


Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Donnerstag, 13. Oktober 2011

Sonntag, 2. Oktober 2011

Machst meinen Willen willenlos. Du bist - eiskalt.

An deinen glühend heißen Wangen
Verbrenn' ich meine Finger
Selbst wenn du mich zu Boden wirfst
Wähne ich mich als Gewinner...

Was ist mit meinem Willen bloß?
Machst meinen Willen
willenlos...



Du bist
eiskalt...

Mein hungriges Herz durchfährt
Ein bittersüßer Schmerz
Sag mir
wie weit willst du gehen?
Mein hungriges Herz durchfährt
Ein bittersüßes Schwert
Sag nur wie weit w
irst du gehen?...

Deine Augen sehen durch mich durch
Jemand anderen an
Wenn
deine Hände mich berühren
Verfolgen sie einen Plan
Mit deiner rauen Engelszunge
Dringst du in mich ein...
Du hältst mich fest, was soll das bloß?
Drück ich zurück
Lässt du mich los
...

Du bist
eiskalt...

Sag mir wie weit wirst du gehen?...

Donnerstag, 22. September 2011

Coldplay - Paradise ♥

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach

So she ran away in her sleep


Dreamed of paradise
Every time she closed her eyes


 

When she was just a girl
She expected the world

But it flew away from her reach
And bullets catch in her teeth

Life goes on
It gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear, a waterfall

In the night, the stormy night
She closed her eyes
In the night
The stormy night
Away she flied

 



Still lying underneath the stormy skies
She said,I know the sun's set to rise


Donnerstag, 8. September 2011

Ich atme dich ein und nie wieder aus

Schließ dich in mein Herz
Lass dich nicht mehr raus..

Ich trage dich bei mir
In meiner Brust..

Hätte alle Wege verändert
Hätte ich sie vorher gewusst..

Jetzt steh ich am Ufer
Die Flut unter mir..
Das Wasser zum Halse
Warum bist du nicht hier..?

Ich will dich einmal noch lieben
wie beim allerersten Mal..


Will dich einmal noch küssen

in deinem offenen Arm..

Ich will einmal noch schlafen
schlafen bei dir..

dir einmal noch nah sein 
bevor ich dich für immer verliere..

Wer achtet auf mich jetzt

Dass ich mich nicht verlauf..?
Und wenn ich jetzt falle
Wer fängt mich dann auf..?

In all diesen Straßen
Kenn ich mich nicht mehr aus..
Da ist niemand mehr der wartet
Der auf mich wartet Zuhaus..

Sonntag, 28. August 2011

wish that I could take it back

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do


But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it...
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back ...
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away
the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die


I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever



Samstag, 27. August 2011

Hold it inside

think of a good day
hold it inside
you'll be so fine
you'll be so fine
don't miss that day



the next time I'll see you
I hope that it rains
we'll be staring at the ceiling
listening to us
and you'll be so fine
don't miss that day


Samstag, 20. August 2011

secret






...

I can think of a thousand reasons why


You're the only one that wants me around
and I can think of a thousand reasons why...


I don't believe in you
I don't believe in you and I

You're the only one that wants me to die
and I can think of a thousand reasons why...
I don't believe in you
I don't believe in you...
I'm not yours anymore




Jump into your warm-mobile and run away
You're always leaving me behind
and I can think of a thousand reasons why...
I don't believe in you
I don't believe in you and I
I am not yours anymore
I'm not yours anymore

Freitag, 5. August 2011

There's not much about love that I understand


That's how I know
this love is more than usual
This is just what I need
And here you are again to take my hand
You stay with me
And take another chance
This is what was meant to be

Took so long for you and me
I figured out the way to go
Yes I know you told me so
Now I have the eyes to see

Some things make sense more than others
Things of the heart seldom do
But here you are again
And now I understand
I'll take this gift you've given me


Samstag, 30. Juli 2011

Trouble is her only friend and he's back again

I'm watching you breathing
for the last time
A song for your heart,
But when it is quiet...
I know what it means and
I'll carry you home






Sonntag, 24. Juli 2011

Every teardrop is a waterfall



Don't want to see another generation drop
I'd rather be a comma than a full stop

Maybe I'm in the black, maybe I'm on my knees
Maybe I'm in the gap, between the two trapezes

So you can hurt, hurt me bad
But still I'll raise the flag


(Coldplay ♥ Chris Martin)




Sonntag, 17. Juli 2011

missing you insane

I thought that things like this get better with time
But I still need you
, why is that?
You're the only image in my mind
So I still see you...around
I miss you, like everyday
Wanna be with you, but you're away
Said I miss you, missing you insane
But if I got with you, could it feel the same?
Words don't ever seem to come up right
But I still mean them, why is that?
It hurts my pride to tell you how I feel
But I still need to, why is that?
It don't matter who you areIt's so simple, I feel it
But it's everything no matter who you love
It is so simple, I feel it
But it's everything



Sonntag, 3. Juli 2011

I will not make the same mistakes that you did



Because of you  I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but  everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid