the reflection of a lie will keep me waiting

Losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
The silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown

I've lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love

Without
Love gone wrong

Lifeless wordsCarry on

But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning
Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go and I will run
I will not be silent

All this time spent in vain

Wasted years
Wasted gain

All is lost, hope remains
And this war's not over
There's a light, there's the sun
Taking all shattered ones
To the place we belong and his love will conquer all

How can I look you in the eyes
and tell you such big lies ?

I was quiet as a mouse when i snuck into your house

you're so nice and you're so smart
you're such a good friend i have to break your heart
tell you that i love you then i'll tear your world apart
just pretend i didn't tear your world apart

i like boys with strong convictions
and convicts with perfect diction
underdogs with good intentions
amputees with stamp collections
plywood skinboards ride the ocean
salty noses suntan lotion
always seriously joking
and rambunctiously soft-spoken
i like boys that like their mothers
and i have a thing for brothers
but they always wait til we're under the covers
to say i'm sure glad we're not lovers

you're so nice and you're so smart
you're such a good friend i have to break your heart
tell you that i love you then i'll tear your world apart
just pretend i didn't tear your world apart

say shut up and quit your crying
give it time and you'll be fine

Let me in
Unlock the door
I never felt this way before

I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know which way I’ve come

Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands
I need someone, someone who hears
For you I’ve waited all these years

And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me



Well, I was sitting, waiting, wishing

You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no, I'm just a fool
And in love with somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you?

Must I always be playing, playing your fool?

I gave your friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
Or maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time, so please ignore
The next few lines because they're directed at you

I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
But then you’re shooting me down
But I'm already down

Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting

Well, if I was in your position
I'd put down all my amuntintion
I'd wonder why it had taken me so long
But lord knows that I'm not you
And if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Sometimes we all need rescue. But from what?

Pressure to succeed
Feeling ugly

Grief

Pain
The memories that haunt me
Fear
Self doubt

Hard times

Broken heart

Myself

From being alone in life

The fear of failing

Depression

Society's pressure

Memories

Insecurities

Jealousy

Being me
My past

Sometimes we all need change.
Change from the pain.
Change from the lies.
It's time to let LOVE in
To be inspired

This is your life

If only I could find the words to say to let You know how much You've touched my life

And the first time
That You opened Your eyes did You realize that You would be my Savior?

And the first breath that left Your lips
Did You know that it would change this world forever?

 

free

here is where you're finding me

Warum fühlt es sich so leer an
wenn du mit mir sprichst?
Warum fühlt es sich so leer an
wenn du bei mir bist?

Warum fühlt es sich so schwer an
wenn wir nichts mehr sagen?
Warum können wir nicht reden
selbst nach Jahren?

Warum fühlt es sich so fern an
wenn wir uns nochmal sehen?
Was bringt mir dieses Leben
wenn du einfach nicht da bist?

Deine Haut ist ganz kalt
Dein Blick wird ganz leer
Dein Atem wird leise
Dein Kopf wird ganz schwer

Was hat dich so zerrissen?
Was hat dich so verletzt?

Was hat dich und dein Leben und dein Herz so zerfetzt?
Was bringen meine Worte
wenn du sie nicht hörst?
Was bringt meine Liebe
wenn du sie nicht spürst?

Warum können wir beide uns der Wahrheit nicht stellen?
Warum kann ich dieses Loch in meinem Herzen nicht füllen?

Was hat dich so zerrissen?
Was hat dich so verletzt
dass du nichtmal mehr merkst, dass dein Leben zerreist?

Was auch immer du tust
Was auch immer du sagst
Ich pass auf dich auf
Ich bleib für dich wach

Ich pass auf dich auf
Ich bleib für dich wach
Ich bleib für dich wach.



If we're gonna make this work you gotta let me inside even though it hurts. Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see. You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know

Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change

I'll keep us together whatever it takes

You were always hard to hold
So letting go ain't easy
I'm hanging on but growing cold
While my mind is leaving

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me a word you can keep

Cause I'm halfway gone and I'm on way
And I'm feeling, feeling, feeling this way
Cause I'm halfway in but don't take too long
Cause I'm halfway gone, I'm halfway gone

You got one foot out the door
And choking on the other
Always think there's something more
It's just around the corner
If you want me out, then I'm on my way
And I'm feeling, feeling, feeling this way
Cause you're halfway in, but don't take too long
Cause I'm halfway gone, I'm halfway gone
Don't take too long, don't take too long
Cause I'm on my way
If you take too long