rain

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some MORPHINE at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore

There’s no religion that could save me

No matter how long my knees are on the FLOOR
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the doo

'Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye

If I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little boy
Walkin’ with that troublesome girl

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand

well darling watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try

I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

Disappear

...

I look in my CRYSTAL BALL
and see
- nothing -
I quietly wish I had it all
or at least

- something -

If I had a FRESH START
I'd probably fail
So I drink my coffee
and open the mail

I hope the cruel words in your letter
are baptised by my TEARS

I would try to make it ALL BETTER
But it would take years
Cause while I've been feeding your ego
Mine's been wearing thin

I'd get lost ANYWHERE
As long as I'm found
I could be anyone in any town
Why is there no one to help me
Find my way through?
Cause if there was SOMEONE TO HELP ME
Maybe I could help you

Seems everyone's already started
While I don't know where to begin

Lines ever more UNCLEAR
Not sure I'm even here
The more I look the more I think that I'm
Starting to disappear

I don't know where I am
And I don't really care

I look myself in the eye,
There's no one there
I fall upon the earth
I call upon the air
But all I get is the same old vacant stare.

...

Shut your mouth and hold your breath

I've been treated so wrong

I've been treated so long

As if I'm becoming untouchable

I'm a slow dying flower

I'm the frost killing hour
Sweet turning sour and untouchable

I need the darkness

The sweetness

The sadness

The weakness

I need a lullaby

A kiss good night
Angel sweet love of my life

I need this

Do you remember

the way that you touched me before?
All the trembling sweetness I loved and adored
Your face - saving promises - whispered like prayers
I don't need them

Is it dark enough?
Can you see me?
Do you want me?

Can you reach me?
Or I'm leaving

You better shut your mouth and hold your breath

And kiss me now and catch your breath

I mean this